I am a mum-to-be with my first, it was a surprise for my partner and I. My partner and I haven't been together long and has been an emotional rolls coaster. We do not live together and we were meant to move in next month but didn't go ahead because of how toxic it has been between us. I feel like I am in a high school relationship that you break up and get back together after every fight, he can be very controlling and manipulative and I believe he may have a personality disorder but never brought it up with him.
My family want me to stay away from him as do friends but I do love him and care for him and finding it so hard as I have so many people in my life telling me what I should do or making me feel shit... and I don't want it to get so toxic with my partner if we break up as he won't be able to co-parent.
Don't want my baby not to have a family or a father so lost right now